It's that time again when
alien voices 
take over the brain and
mute the heart's songs

It's that time again when
head becomes heavier
than all the dumbbells 
in the gym

It's that time again when
depression is out 
on the kill

It's that time again when 
it's difficult to say
who you are after all
coz there's nothing
permanent about you

It's that time again when
you give up on all

It's that time again when
everything around you
is a threat

It's that time again when
sleep leaves you alone
staring at the ceiling 
in the darkness 

It's that time again when
your skin looses
the sensation of warmth
and your heart 
goes into hibernation

It's that time again when
you feel you are
not good enough
for the job you have
for the people you love
for the blessed life you live

It's that time again when
your life seems to
have lost the spring
to bounce back
to what it was someday

Its that time again when
heights push you
depth summon you
knives grab your attention

It's that time again when
you just want things to end

It's that time again when
you want to live
just one more day

It's that time again when
you hope that tomorrow
would be a thousand times
better than today